Thankful

Through all of this adversity, I am still well aware of my blessings and I know I have a lot to be thankful for. I have had several people make the comment that maybe the reason we are in Arkansas is to get all of my medical "stuff" straightened out with the "right" doctor. I am not sure I could say that was the only reason we were sent here but I do feel that it has maybe played a major roll in our being here.

I have seen six urologists in three states over the course of 13 years and it wasn't untill a few months ago that one of them, Dr. Brizzolara, had an answer for me (and better yet...a solution). I am so thankful for my amazing doctor here in Arkansas. He has earned my total and complete trust and has shown me compassion, concern, and understanding. He went out of his way to check on me during my hospital stay, often coming at 4:30 and 5 in the morning before he went into his office for work.

I am grateful for Dr. Moutos, my wonderful fertility doctor, that started this recent medical journey for me. He acted quickly to find the problem and he gave me hope that I might could get pregnant though IVF. He explained in detail but yet in simple language what a unicornuate uterus meant and how it would affect me. He gave me fascinating pictures of my "insides" from my HSG and laparoscopy and jokingly told me that I could put them to my scrapbook.

I am so thankful for the amazing technology that was available to both of these amazing doctors that they were able to diagnose and treat my problems so effectively. I am thankful that I have the option of IVF available to me so that one day I might be able to carry my own child. It is quite amazing what they can do now compared to just 10 or 20 years ago.

I am not typically a big fan of taking pills, but I have certainly come to appreciate them a little more latley. I am thankful for pain medications and epidurals so that all these procedures that I have undergone would be a little more bearable. I am grateful for antibiotics which have saved my kidneys from further damage from infections. I appreciate that I am not afraid, and never have been, of needles because I have had alot of them poke me. There have also been several other medications that have helped me along the way to improve my way of life and allow me to function when I otherwise might have not.

I am grateful for good health insurance making my care both possible and financially feasible. I am grateful to my husbands company for allowing him to take time off work frequently without using vacation pay to be at my appointments and procedures. I am so thankful for my husband and his love and support through times when I am sure I was hard to love and support. I appreciate the many times when he has simply held me while I cried.

And last but certainly not least, I am so thankful for my loving Heavenly Father, who knows me and has never left me through my times of struggle. I am grateful for his hand in all of these amazing blessing that I have listed above. It is by him and through him that I am still standing. I know I have a lot to be thankful for and these are just a few...